the thoughts just came into my mind.

my mum dont quite agree with my new cardigans.
i dint show her the new top alr.
how.
hais.
she said those were too matured for me.
dont know how lei.
i mean,
its also time for me to change a little ma,
cause i know i really got no dress sense.
how?!
LOL.
anyway, the cardigans and top was quite cheap lar,
$13, $13 and $14.

guess its the way im being brought up,
plain jane.
no one will notice me,
just faded into background those type,
shy at first.
just read all my sch testimonials by all my former form teachers.
LaughingMyAssOff,
all my close friends read alr sure say its nonsense,

-shy and reserved girl,
-quiet,
-need to participate more in grp discussion/class activity.

O.o

but all the while i know i dont wanna be this kind of girl,
i wanna be loud and crazy.
just like yp, angie, sisi and sher they all,
cos more fun to hang out with.
but still,
my first impression always SUCK big time.
cos im shy at first,
with new pple, new environment,
if i seldom talk mayb its because im new to you,
only with friends ard i can crap more and better.

exmaple 1:
yp took my innova holistic report card and read what mr ng wrote.
she laughed and said i lied to everyone.
LOL.

example 2:
like today hockey without sisilia abit weird,
i so quiet,
i dont want one,
but i just cant help it.
i not dao or sth,
just ABIT paisae that's all.

example 3:
stella say i si(1) wen(2)
rachel laughed like shit.
rachel said: fang(4) pi(4) [fart = nonsense], PLEASE LOR, she SI(1) WEN(2)?! i got hear wrong not?
i laughed too, cause saying im si(1) wen(2) is too nonsense alr,
dont judge a book by its cover.

example 4:
that time i shouted to sherwin the string of vulgarities.
haha.
how was that, mer?

example 5:
i shares the same hobby as angie, yp, rachel, yuhchu and some friends.
mayb now not really shares the same
but its a fact that we used to be or still are chimey(s)

example 6:
what is my favourtite line?
ask joyce, sherwin, yuhchu, yp and angie,
they will know.
this is the only word i said that made angie laughs.
its magic!

i got this guai looks,
but i dont wanna be as guai as it is.
haha,
but one good thing is that with safe looks, you parents will think that you're safe.
neither will they know im not their good girl they usually seen at home
;/

//runs